Dainty Diva
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
On Derrick's forum which e3 had set up, we were having a discussion on Derrick's enlistment and whether we will still remember him after 2 years...
Part of the message which i posted:
"Have you all thought what will happen after Derrick goes for N.S? Can we confidently say that we will still support him after 2 years? We feel sad now, a bit she bu de cos cant see him on tv liao... but as days pass, as we get busy with our school work, our personal lives, will we still remember him? Will we still discuss about him? Or will we start showing interest over other idols as there would be more of such contests in future?
Look at our passion for 5566... we used to be so, so crazy over them... i don't know about you all but i definitely am not as crazy over Xiezhi as before. I still think he is gd-looking, can sing... will still be happy to see any photos, videos of him... but i'm not as enthusiastic as say, 1 year back. We used to Q for hours... but now i kind of dread the thought of Q-ing up for autograph sessions... i think its a waste of time... haha... "
Peishan replied in response to my post and before she ended, she added "ps: i dun think q-ing is a waste of time, coz im sure, if weijian is the one having auto on 17th, i still go at 5am... "
I don't know why but i can't stop thinking that i have offended PS? Ger, i don't mean i totally dislike 56 now... i don't mean that i have chucked 56 aside now that i like Derrick... its just that when you are very busy with school work, have like 6 projects on hand... you really will think Q-ing for a/s is a waste of time... even if i don't care about my work (like last time, just heck and go for a/s), i have to be responsible to my project mates, right?
Maybe you feel sad bcos last time it was e4 + Amanda going to Q together... everyone's feeling high and enthusiastic... but for the coming one at Padang, none of us except you are going... i think its partly bcos Shaowei is not coming... therefore, sam and amanda don't want to go (no point right? since they like SW and he is not coming)... actually i'm quite okay with accompanying you but i already made an appointment with some friends way beforehand so quite bad to turn them down bcos of 56...
You said you feel sad bcos the crazy moments are coming to an end... don't be! Maybe this is a signal, telling us that we have all grown up, grown to be more rational... we still like those idols but the madness period has already passed... isn't that a good thing? I am sure you won't want to chase idols all your life, right? As long as we have beautiful memories, how 56 has brought us our wonderful friendship, how we started forming e4... it is worthwhile already. Don't you agree?
Here's a cute picture drawn by Derrick... specially for you, k? *Smilez*
