Dainty Diva
Monday, May 29, 2006
Supposed to go JOG (yes, yes.. i'm finally willing to move..) with my bro this morning... i turned off the alarm when it rang and slept for another hour! Must be the ultimate sweet dream i was having last night, so didn't wish to wake up so soon... wahaha... anyway, my bro refuses to wake up till noon thus jogging plan failed!! To make things worse, i ate a big, fat dumpling for breakfast! Filled with meat, salted egg, mushrooms, chestnuts... ooh yummy! Okay, so much for a healthy lifestyle~
I wonder if staying at home and being jobless for a period of time makes one cranky... i've been finding fault with some people lately... i know they don't mean it at times but well, i do feel sad... i am a 'softie', i cry at the slightest thing; even when reprimanded by my mum at times... this time round, i didn't cry lah but those comments affect me tremendously, they hurt..!
My Taiwan tour guide said i look like those who don't take things to heart.. yes, i agree... i don't ji4 jiao4 a lot but its difficult to forget remarks that hurt.. most of the times i let things go; i feel that its ok lah, my friend doesn't mean it... but which person feels good when being criticized or when you are so enthusiastic about something yet others are a wet blanket? Even when my friend does something which i disapprove of, i don't tell him/her straight in the face 'you are stupid' or anything like that... its all about being tactful ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~