Dainty Diva


Friday, September 07, 2007

I really hate myself for not being strong...

Yesterday i was hopping mad, blood-boiling mad yet i was looking for your track pants... why did i even bother... didnt even pacify me, and got pissed at me before i could even get angry...

I wanted to just start a cold war and see who can outlast who but cant bring myself to do it... no word of concern from you... you probably didnt worry if i got home safe or was kidnapped, robbed or even raped... despite being mad, i still texted you when i got home, felt it was my responsibility as the other half... and more importantly, because you mattered...


You are going away and we are already not spending much time together... we never had arguments in the past but now because of a certain someone, you always risk antagonizing me... am i of less importance such that you never fail to get angry at me because of that person...?

Its 8th September tomorrow... a day i was looking forward to but now... nevertheless, 5th month anniversary

Jacelyn posted @ 11:53 PM | comment

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