Dainty Diva
Sunday, October 07, 2007
"Crying is a way to destress, a form of therapy as well... release of ur emotional unwants... Crying is nth wrong, especially for gers.. They have all the rites to cry.. but dun cry like a baby tats all.. haa.. cry like an adult...
以前我看到朋友哭
我很羡慕
可是我怎么逗我自己
怎么弄我自己
我的眼泪都流不出
总觉得能够哭的朋友都很幸福
能够把满的无奈
满腔的痛苦
让泪水带走
最苦是泪水哽在心头
流不出
就象要爱却不懂怎么去爱
自己哭过后才明白
流过泪的眼睛
将生命看得更清楚
只有真正懂得付出的人
才懂得何为哭为何哭
再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱
心会疼也会感动
只有曾经真心付出的人
泪水要记得为真心保留
眼泪别白白地流
最苦是泪水哽在心头 "
BK, you must have read my previous post and came up with this message. I read it and cried even more la... think the total amount of tears for this week is more than the last year accumulated. Appreciate the concern... don't worry, i'll be fine. Just some emotional breakdown for the week..
Anyway, the weekend was terrible.
Craved so much for Fish & Co. on thursday and finally had my seafood platter on friday... first, deciding on which location was already a problem... destruction to my mood - 50%... next, the food was blah - dry and over-cooked squid, bland and tasteless fish... what happened to Fish & Co's standard??!! Another 20% destruction to mood for the night.
Went back home and suddenly felt like puking... bits of orangey prawn, bits of fish, swimming in a pool of brown mixture (must be the hot chocolate from coffee bean)... haa.. disgusting right! Fortuntely i was in the shower when it happened.. if not, got to clean up the mess... yeeee....
Spent saturday rotting at home. Planned to watch vcd but totally lost the mood for it... cried again for hours, lost appetite and had my 1st meal of the day at 8pm. Thought i was going to die.
Meeting the gals later in the afternoon... hope it would be a better day... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~