Dainty Diva
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
A weakness which i really dislike myself for - not able to hide my feelings.
When i'm happy, i can get crazy... when i'm sad or real angry, i cry... when i'm unhappy, i keep damn quiet or show that bu shuang and don't-disturb-me face.
Sigh... this is bad. A terrible disadvantage, especially the crying part, and worse if its at the workplace...
Like today, i cried in a public place just like that... so stupid. But i was bullied and felt so sad la... and when i cry, i just replay what happened and i can continue crying like nobody's business... my tear duct is just a water tap... hahaha.
I think i am going crazy... have been crying for the past 2 nights as well... one of the nights, i cried because i had insomnia so i thought of some real sad things and started crying... as i cried, my eyes got painful and tired and i fell asleep after that. Hahaha... my personal remedy for insomnia. Try it... may cure insomnia for you all too. =P ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~