Dainty Diva
Monday, January 07, 2008
Black Monday... started the day by burning the side of my thumb from the toaster. The rest of the day was made pissed by several people in the office. Damn disgusted! Am glad that Monday is coming to an end!
Busybody #1 has already found out and i am very sure she has been helping me 'publicize'. Thanks a lot for being such a big mouth. And after 'luring' me to go outside when you knew the whole bunch of RC peeps were out there, you still had the cheek to ask me if i was fine and why was i looking moody.
Apparently, Busybody #2 seems to be hinting that he (yes, i didn't know guys can be so nosy) already knows what had happened. When Busybody #1 asked me to join the DnD dance (when there wasn't sufficient numbers), you don't have to rub it in by adding comments like 'Oh yah, you not feeling very good lately.' Hello, you think i was stupid and thought you referred to me being sick? Furthermore, i am not a substitute whenever you need one.
All you people, go ahead and gloat... i don't see what benefits will gloating over my misfortune bring to you but well, don't overdo it. I wished i could be hard-hearted, less emotional... but i am no robot. It's so difficult to put up a strong front and pretend that i am not bothered by all the gossips.
If only i can turn love into hate... then probably my days would be easier to get by... i won't even be thinking if not for what had happened, it would be 9 months tomorrow... i should be counting down to some other kind of 'anniversary' instead... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~