Dainty Diva
Monday, January 14, 2008
Exactly 1 month into it tomorrow... i decided to weigh myself after so many people commented on me losing weight. My, i lost 3 kgs! Loss of appetite, insomnia and nightmares for 1 month, losing 3 kgs is probably normal. The tummy which he used to 'disturb' had reduced without me even having to do sit-ups. Is this called a blessing in disguise? Haa
Let me just rant about my boss again. She is freaking pissing me and probably some other people off every other day! She spoke to one colleague in such an unpleasant tone over the phone this afternoon. I was right beside her and i felt so bad for the other party. The poor guy was not even at fault, but he wrote an email to explain. The last line struck a lot "I hope you would not be shouting at me during the event like what you did earlier...." I felt she was too harsh on him and wanted to apologise on behalf. Sigh. Probably i shall do that first thing tomorrow morning. *Prays that nothing goes wrong on Saturday*
1.5 years into the job, i am slowly realizing that my boss probably ain't as marvellous as i thought. Sometimes she make things sound so nicely, like she trusts that i can handle issues on my own. But many times, i really am incompetent. I am not a comms person by training. I cannot handle media-related matters and i do not have the authority to take charge. I am worried about Saturday if she does not turn up.
From once upon a time, i knew there are not much opportunities for career advancement in this job. But i was reluctant to think about leaving, for i like my working environment and my 2 supportive babes and KT. Now i am dreading to go to work every other mornings. Every morning when the alarm rings, i wish it is a weekend. Are these symptoms hinting that i should start a job hunt soon? Sigh... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~