Dainty Diva
Friday, July 25, 2008
I don't quite understand why you had to ask me that question. Does it bother you if I said yes to your question?
I think you are leading a wonderful life now, so please continue with your happiness. Whether I hate you or not, that is my personal emotion, my own problem. I have not caused any harm or damage to you or people around you so I was puzzled why you had to sms me after seeing my msn nick that day. I could be referring to others, and not you.
You probably won't be reading this but I am still blogging about it, in case you chance upon it.. I shall let you find your answer here. I tell you, it is a mixture of different emotions - a bit of anger, disappointment, disgust... to simplify things, hate is probably the easiest way to describe.
You wanna know why so... recall what you have said - those heartless words. You said to Xi Min: "I don't want you anymore" and you said to me: "Let's not be together anymore", and you did it via sms. Oh my.. isn't that very irresponsible? "Sick of a bf's duties and responsibilities... I just want to be single and alone"... Your words and actions do not tally at all! 2-3 weeks later, you started going on dates with her and barely 2 months (?), you started your new relationship. All your excuses and bullshit... you said you didn't even consider her when we were together. This could be true but if it really is true, I am very amazed at the rate you fall in love then. From a recent break-up to interest in another girl to dating to beginning a new relationship, all within 2 months of the break-up... no wonder those guys in the office are envious of you. Some even told my colleagues that you are power.
Oh well, those were things of the past... hope you found the answer to your question, direct and straight forward in this entry. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~